no more tests

no more tests before final exam.

should i feel happy after saying that? haha. i think i should. my life turns topsy turvy recently because of loads of tests starting from last monday until yesterday. after coming back from prayer meeting yesterday, i tidied up my room and finished all the tasks that i should finish long time ago and watched 2 episodes of house. oo. satisfied with all i have done yesterday. hehe.

start to clear my mind about him too. i can't do anything for him although he is stressful with assignment and tests. i am clear that i am not the one beside him, giving him encouragement and care. what i can do is pray for him. gambateh. i believe u can do it well de. ^^.

start to proceed towards my final exam which starts after 12 days. i know these 12 days will be hard and tough for me. however, be optimistic. moving closer to final exam = stepping closer to home. can't wait to c my beloved grandma, family members, friends, cats, kampua, bian nv, kueh teow, cao zhu mian, comic, drama series and so on!

haha. listing things to do when going home always make me feeling happy. it happens to me and shin shin. i think we two have planned what to eat and what to do in our holiday! definitely i will sing loudly after going home. wow.. wow . balik kampung

ohno. start to daydreaming again. today's goal: finish the lecture about heart. 1 heart only ma. sak sak soi la. i know other 119 pharmacy students will throw stone onto me when they see this. just kidding. it's just encouragement for myself.

gambate to everyone! beat down mr. exam and welcome mr. break!!!!!!!

blur

i felt super blurred recently. many people ask me the similar question. my mind told me something is happening. high possibility i am involved in that event but i totally know nothing.grrr. it sounds terrible.

well. let's assume i am the one who think too much. =). be a happy doraemon when dating with mr. exam recently.

conclusion: hot weather+loads of exam+constant headache= blur ing ing

有试过吗？

有试过吗？

面对自己在乎的人，虽然有好多话想说，但总在他的面前胡言乱语，连自己都不懂在说什么
也有碰过超级不喜欢的人，真的真的好想骂粗话。

面对自己喜欢的人，虽然很在乎他，脸上却摆着不在乎的表情，害怕自己被拆穿。
讨厌人时，已经摆上比臭豆腐还臭的脸，可是对方还不知道。

面对自己喜欢的人，好不容易可以听他讲话，却听不清楚他在说什么，也许是自己的心跳声还大过他的声音，超想拉长自己的耳朵说，可以再说一次吗？
讨厌人时，无论他说什么，都想盖住耳朵说，可以安静吗？

it's just my random thought today. lol. time to date with mr. exam lo. jia you for everyone -)

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王力宏-Can You Feel My Word
编辑：haoxuan
你只喜欢我微笑
你决定我的需要
我要怎么说才好
我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你爱的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑
不能满足拥抱
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
Can You Take My Hand
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
并不想讨好
你才觉得我重要
你只要我有礼貌
其他假装看不到
我要怎么说才好
当我的情绪低潮
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你爱的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由更好
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷
为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道
我的世界变的越来越小
跑不掉 逃不了
怎么面带这微笑
怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉怎么嘴嘟着好
严肃着不是哭着就好
怎么旋律在我脑袋
一直转一直绕 一直率 一直撑着我在一次祷告
帮助我
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
Can You Take My Hand
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
并不想讨好 你才觉得我重要

holiday

still in holiday mood though i should pick up my books and study. perhaps i should paste the photo of my lecturers especially Mr.A on the wall. lol. btw, happy holiday to those who have holiday. =)

牵手

我很喜欢牵别人的手。可能是因为我的手24 小时都是冰冷的。

小时候，爸爸妈妈以及外婆常常牵我的手。
在学校时，如果不舒服的话，就是班长牵我到办公室。

长大后，轮到我牵弟弟的手。从大弟牵到三弟。牵他们的手就好像是我的责任一样。
六年级时，就轮到我担任班长，轮到我牵学弟学妹，到办公室。

中学时，牵过一两次abu的手。（abu啊，我们好像好久没见面了）

学院时，最常牵的应该是momo和baby的手。

2008 年8月1日，是我洗礼的大日子。那天，我正式牵上帝的手。



以后还是有好多好多的机会去牵别人的手，去见不同的人。感谢所有牵过我的手的人，谢谢你们陪我走过风和雨。哈里伽多



Btw, holiday is coming soon. Royal show is waiting for me! yahoo

haha

just finished feedback session for bio test. finally i know my mistake =). so, i am glad with it. and i found my lovely pen! someone took it accidently. whatever it is, the most important is it will be back soon! my first birthday present from my mum =) haha

To shin shin: thanks so much for ur encouragement.

To Song: Thanks for helping me to search for it. i really appreciate it

To shu tiao: Thanks for understanding

To mum and a kiong: thanks for ur words

To budak: dun imitate the way i talk in my blog. =.=