my peninsula

When i was 5 years old, my grandma likes to fry the eggs for me. the shape of fried egg looked like peninsula malaysia. starting by that time, peninsula officially means fried egg. 'Grandma, i want a peninsula everyday!'

When i was 10 years old, i came back home with despair. Waiting and holding plate beside grandma, i cried ' i lose in inter-school competition. no chance for me to go for peninsula. no plane anymore'. She just put the 'peninsula' on my plate. i swallowed it in tears. It's the first time i ate such a salty egg but with the taste of love.

When i was 15 years old, i told my grandma that i want to study in UM. it's the best uni for medicine. Again, she put one more peninsula on my plate. 'Then, u have to eat more peninsula before u fly.'

When i am 19 years old, i managed to study in shah alam. My dream comes true but i am not as happy as i expected. i miss my hometown. It's my place of belonging. i miss everything there. i miss peninsula. i miss her. Now, grandma can't walk properly. No more peninsula from her. It's time to cook for her. Time to care and love her more. i love u, grandma! you r the best chef in the world!!!

emmm

Thanks God as i am still alive. lol. During the journey of driving back home, i almost meet with car accident. i did notice the red kancil is slowing down its speed but i didn't expect as it stops abruptly in the middle of highway! by that moment, many things start to come across my mind. what should i do if something happens to me? my family members sure will feel sad. i hope i can bring them happiness not the sadness. i have many things to do! haven't say goodbye to my grandma. haven't c him in uni one more time. iol. try to think optimistic. this incident proves that my reflext response still functions well. haha.

it's terrible to drive. must pay more attention next time.

happy birthday to lesley

today is lesley's birthday. lol. have a short but nice time with her and all other friends. everyone does not change much. tin yee, grace and esther hii are still good in debating. i did enjoy as a listener in their debate. gladys and ester lau are still cute and gentle. aldrian( not reali sure about the spelling) is acting the guy behind don yu. lesley is still talkative and charming. ah bok likes to laugh for no reason one. benny is still mcc. jed still acts as tauke. lol. haha
Today is the first time i drive after half a year. it's terrible as i am lost in sibu. lol. how come i get lost in such a small place. i think my sense of direction is getting weaker. hmmm. lol.
btw, have a safe journey to Alan. congrats as u find a job in sibu. go to xia ta when u arrive at sibu. haha. u r my first foochow sim nan. thanks for being so patient. haha. can't wait to c u.

happy birthday to lesley again. paiseh. i dun bring any present to u today. i give my heart to u la (only for today). qiuuuu

i am back la

after spending the whole day in plane and airport, i arrived at sibu already. Feeling of going back home is super nice. many things are changed already. nana is getting taller. ah bao is getting serious in his studies. but their love towards remain the same. hehe.

This journey to home is terrible. i never feel so scary and terrible. Maybe the difference in weather is great. i felt terribly unwell when i arrive at lcct. almost fainted when i am waiting for luggage. lol. luckly i was not caught in thermal scanning. having temperature of 37.4 celcius degrees is not a good idea to take a plane. lucky i am okay now. thanks God. haha

o ya. i want to convey my deepest thanks to Jeff. Thanks for waking up so early just to fetch me to airport. thanks sifu. u r super super nice. Thanks to my beloved housemates too. thanks for waking up, accompanied me to the carpark in early morning. thanks yuen shin, joanne mummy, noiraine, jia min and wai hang. gonna miss u guys. muack. hehe

1 month holiday is not enough for me . i have prepared a list of things to achieve.

1. take care of my beloved grandma. wanna touch her hair and hold her hands before she goes to bed.
2. spend 1 week with my eldest brother before he goes to intec
3. talk to ah bao
4. share gospel with my dad. pray he will Jesus Christ as his savour.
5. be a full time driver for my mum
6. cook delicious dishes for them. yummy yummy
7. having gathering with friends. long long time dun c them already
8. eat 30 plates of kampua or laksa sarawak
9. read bible more
10.going to nana's school.hope they won't say i am his mum. lol


i will be a full time o ba san at home. haha

宝贝， 生日快乐！

Today is my little bro, nana's birthday! so sad i can't celebrate with him. btw, wanna convey my wishes to him. Wish him happy always!

my little bro who likes to touch the camera

my three brothers.

幸福的味道

Finally i just finished the pharmaceutics calculation test. haha. Today is a special day for Perth because it rained finally after three months of dry and hot summer. The smell of grass after raining reminds me of Sibu.i start to miss this lovely town. As usual, after finishing 3 hours laboratory session, i have some breads for quick lunch in front of lecture room. Actually i really hate bread especially having bread as my lunch! But don't know why. i enjoy eating bread today! Although it's only the bread with kaya and butter it's the taste of happiness for me. Maybe for some people, the combination of kaya and butter is weird but it's my mum's favourite. She always prepare the bread with thick thick kaya and butter. That's why we always have it during TV time. it has been long long time i don't watch tv with her. long long time i don't hug her. can't wait to go back. can't wait to have this 幸福的味道.

p/s: start to feel homesick. sigh

last week....

life here is getting busier and busier. my senior said that first year is considered as 'happy' and 'relax' year. unfortunately, i haven't notice how relax it is. weather here is getting colder and colder. who says perth is hot? i remember a guy called w.yew said perth is hot. hey. guys. don't believe what he said. although Perth is not as cold as NZ or Tasmania, but for me, it's SUPER COLD!!! the temperature fluctuates rapidly. for example, i forget to bring my jacket on a sunny day. when i walked back to my hostel, the freezing cold wind blew upon me. guess what happens? i fell sick and had high fever for few days.

Undeniably, good thing occured too. i attended 夏娃会 by youth fellowship. it's the first time i attended 'xia wa hui'. it's a gathering by which the brothers will serve sisters in church. it's super cool as they are super creative! i wont' forget jellyfish dance by albert, funny acting by kin seng, distorted voice by 'an long' and so forth.

That's what happened in my previous week. hibernate for 4 days and buried myself in bio books. haha