my life story

virus宝宝

2012-02-07T23:36:00.001+08:00

我想这个放假里，本大侠已经在两个月里收留了无数无家可归的virus宝宝，让他们至少每次都有一个星期的幸福美满生活。住在我这，就算了，还吃我的，让我疲累不堪，晕头转向，鼻子水灾。每次只要每五分钟打喷嚏，我就知道 ou ou。你们又偷进来了

“阿姨，我们今晚可以住在这里吗？要住一个星期哦。嘿嘿嘿”
“=.="我无言。

”希望大家看了这篇无聊小故事，记得要照顾健康哦～多喝水，吃水果

问号

2012-01-12T23:25:00.001+08:00

放假的好处就是有时间把头脑的问号解除。记得门徒导师如此说，当你学习越多，问号也越多。当你与其他人一起分享灵修时，别人的看法可以让很多问号相对地跳出来。

就好比上个星期，有一位好友和我大谈基督里婚姻的定义。当中的问题有好多都考倒我。当时的我在想该怎么办呢？我查了圣经，可是看不懂，所以就问了好多教会里不同年龄、性别的弟兄姐妹。牧师的解答让我的头脑顿时“通”了。

在我们的生命中会有很多的问号出现，不要让它们躲在你的脑细胞里。我相信当我们正确地寻找答案时，这些问号必定成为我们生命的感叹号,让我们的生命充满色彩～

It's love~

2012-01-10T23:19:00.001+08:00

If u ask me what i have been doing in this holiday? i would say attending wedding lunch or dinner! i have attending 5 wedding dinners last month and many to go in next two months. haha. It's such a blessing for me to get involved in the preparation of my friends' big day! Being a ji mui is always a fun and interesting task. What a ji mui need to do? Discussing with sister and getting ang pau from brothers! I can see how happy and nervous a bride is. Meanwhile, it's touched to see how parents prepare everything for their beloved children. I can see also how a black face uncle (no offence btw XD) smile sweetly in his son's big day.

May God bless Mei Jin and Tiong abundantly in building up their new family =)

p/s: is that why my face gets rounder nowadays? >.<

出去遨游～～

2012-01-06T23:28:00.001+08:00

我喜欢旅行。去不同的地方能让我有很多新的灵感，所以一到新的地方，就喜欢静静地思考，感受当地的文化风景。小城镇一直以来都是我的最爱，海边的日落让我惊喜不已。有人问我为什么喜欢旅行？也许是因为我喜欢自由，不喜欢受人管制，更不喜欢管制人

只可惜，旅行却逃不了马尼的管制 =(

要开始存钱咯，这次的我要尝试举办road trip，体验西澳沙漠的美！

prayer request

2012-01-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

There's a prayer request for my friend, Aloysius. He and his mum met with a car accident few days ago. His condition is fine but his mum is in Intensive Care unit now. Do pray for them so that they can gain strength to face it. Thanks so much!

平凡

2011-12-30T00:04:00.003+08:00

这个世界有份爱，很简单，很平凡。无论你对对方做了多么不堪的事，说了多么残忍的话，对方依然原谅你。这份包容不容易，感觉就像圣经上所说，被打了左边一巴掌，就让对方再打右边吧！

这份爱，没有像生死关头一样轰轰烈烈，只有生活上的平凡。生活上的琐事正是可以考到你的耐性及包容量。

只可惜很多时候我们把这份爱当作是理所当然。也因为理所当然，我们很常忽略提供这些爱的人，忘了珍惜他们，甚至忘了他们的存在。

看完了这篇文章，在你脑海出现了谁呢？=）

Reflections~

2011-12-28T23:21:00.001+08:00

There's no so called "status" or "level" in professions. Show our gratitude ^^

painting~~

2011-12-27T22:33:00.003+08:00

最近跑去油漆。我真的太小看这一项任务。以前中学美术，用超小的水彩笔，都彩出线，更不用说那这么大的刷子。

不过学到一门大学问。如果事先没刮好污迹，base 就会不好。油好的墙壁就会像corn flake一样，变成一片片的。结果还要重新刮掉，在补上新的。

我们的心就好象墙壁一样，倘若硬是把不开心的事情往心里塞，而没有把它刮走，就算再好的油漆，也沾不上去。

好好地爱护我们的心吧，烦恼数不完，可是心只有一颗，那何不让它开心地跳舞呢？^^

哈哈哈

2011-12-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

超喜欢看别人笑，尤其是大笑。哈哈。以下就是朋友们的招牌笑声。先说明哦，只有称赞，没有贬义。哈哈。
grandma- 鬼马的笑容，尤其是她偷偷把鸡蛋藏在饭里。
ivy ling-笑的时候，眼睛像两个小月亮，我的心被她偷了～
lesley and shu ning-笑时，喜欢搭人肩膀。奇怪的是，她们一搭，我就自然而然也笑了起来。
song huan- no comment。他唯一笑的时候，就是当我是笑话时=.=
connie wong and alice wong-超可爱的笑声～～我的心溶了
tin yee-最给力的笑容，你可以看到她笑到脸红到像小苹果一样。哈哈
old bok- 转头45度，抿着手，偷偷地笑
li yee and hui ming-豪爽。一个字，帅啊！
jacqueline, pao and eric wong-最有感染力的笑声，一句pulau babi，整个5s2都笑得不行。
ha wu- 最短的笑声，他笑完后，我会忍不住问你笑完了？
albert chong and steven pau- 最长的笑声，每个哈，有两拍这样长eh。
jiun-大家大笑时，他会跟着笑，可是头顶上一定会挂一个问号。我们会因为他无厘头的笑，笑得更大声，接着他的问号会变得更大。
zing zing-笑到 facial muscle痛。哈哈！
benny- 麦当劳叔叔的笑容，不信？请看他的fb profile pic。大笑时，会不停地点头，结果身边的人，也会跟着点头
ah jo-黑人牙膏未来代言人
jane-最和蔼可亲也是最可怕的笑容，她一笑，我就知道分数被扣，她大笑，我的report又拿零蛋
xin wei，alison，aleen and alisa- 笑声四重唱～～～～～我太想念你们了。

啊，我写不完！还有很多朋友的笑声还没写下来。我不懂自己的“笑相”。不过我知道如果没有你们的笑声，我一定也笑不出。今天是平安夜，是普天欢腾的大日子，希望大家以喜乐的心来庆祝，在笑声中赞美我们的神！

p/s: it's sad to hear that Christmas is for Santa Claus or secondary valentine =(

殒落的星星

2011-12-23T21:45:00.001+08:00

看过《毕打自己人》的观众，必定忘不了戏中的閆老板。

他那吝啬的态度，真的是让人哭笑不得。但他那爱护女儿的心让人窝心不已。陈鸿烈，无线的

资深绿叶。他的演技自然，让我不住陪戏中的他一起笑，一起哭。他的逝世，令人惋惜。

殒落的星星，你的光芒，不曾消逝。

p/s:终于写了这个post =）

50%

2011-12-22T23:45:00.001+08:00

现在才发现我已经花光了假期的一半！这个假期除了大扫除、朋友聚会、family road trip，就是种蘑菇了。hmm。

我需要motivation！千万不要让时间偷偷跑掉啊！

2011-12-20T23:45:00.000+08:00

officially declare this blog as public blog! haha. gonna promote it as much as i can. too bad i failed to insert facebook like button =(

p/s: finally found a new shelter for my personal stuff =) hehe

标点符号，你有那几样？ “ ” 开关引号篇

2011-12-16T22:05:00.000+08:00

每次大灾难时，救伤人员拼了命地寻找患难者，时间越长，埋在地底下的人们的存活率就越低。倘若有人被获救，大家的心情必定是万分地激动，那种的喜悦真的是何等地欢喜。

这种感觉就好象当身边的人愿意信主一样，让人振奋不已。那种救赎的恩典更再一次地提醒自己初信主的日子。随着时间的流逝，信主的喜悦有否因此被遗忘？最近我看到一位弟兄的改变，一年的不见，让我看到他灵命上的成长，看到他每晚读经，心中真的是感动不已，原来我忘了一年前我为他做的祷告，然而神没有忘记。

我又看到一位姐妹信主的过程。她以前在学院时，是一位无神论者。每次和我辩论时，总是振振有词。一年后，她主动地与我谈心里的疑问和挣扎。还记得她说的一句话 “我目前不想承认这世间上有神，可是我实在无法否认祂的存在！” 没过几个月，她信了。原来我也忘了那时为她迫切的祷告，然而神没有忘记。

""开关引号象征着说话。与神的谈话是必要的，是大有能力的。只要是蒙祂的旨意求，凡事都能做。若传福音时，单靠自己能力，那整场的谈话，也许只会变成个人秀，更无需谈当中的效果了。

神从来都不会闭耳不听我们的祷告。因此，在传福音时，不妨先为他们祷告。好好启动我们的“ ”

to be continued: 问号篇

FAST

2011-12-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

It's sad when we heard someone is getting stroke particularly when

the attacks come without any alarming symptoms previously.

Stroke is caused by blood clot found in brain arteries.It can subsequently cause damage of brain cells, leading to physical disability or even death.

So, who are at risks? Our parents or elders at the age of above 50, people who are having heart disease and Sibu people who like to eat kampua with pig oil！（argh. super dislike!)

so, it's IMPORTANT for us to know the symptoms of stroke. FAST, the abbreviations can help us remembering the symptoms easier. =)

(taken from: http://www.stroke.org/site/PageServer?pagename=symp)

Always keep it in our mind! The faster the patient receives medical help, the less impact he or she will get!

p/s: phone num of Sibu General Hospital 084-343333

你是大富翁吗？

2011-12-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

世界上有很多追求不同的梦想，大家都想当个大富翁。有钱嘛，当然好。我身边就有几位朋友，买屋子像买菜一样。我想以我以后的薪水，真不知道要供那几块砖，还有那四粒轮胎到几时.

不过物质上的贫穷比不上心灵上的贫穷。当一个人心里没有盼望，像一潭死水时，他的天空必然是黑色的。

(弗3:20) 神照着运行在我们心里的大力、充充足足的成就一切超过我们所求所想的．唯有信靠神，我们的心灵才得以平安。那种平安让你的天空顿时变蓝，即使在患难中依然喜乐。

你愿意当心灵上的大富翁吗？=)

妈妈

2011-11-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

一直以来有两只野猫每晚准时在屋外讨食物吃。大猫身后总是有一只小猫都在后面。其实小猫也不算是小猫，他的体型和大猫差不多,只是比较年轻，所以我们叫他小猫。大猫反应超快，每次都把食物抢过来。小的害怕我伤害她，所以我有把食物放在离大猫和我超远的地方。小猫才敢去吃。

这次回来发现小猫的反应变得超快，一下子就把两人份的食物抢走。起初觉得好笑，心想怎么变得这么厉害？今天才发现她不得不变强。原来小猫当妈咪了！她总会把食物分给四只小小猫。当我靠近他们时，她就会发出卡卡的声音。

母爱真的很伟大！其实她很清楚我能轻而易举地把它干掉。为了保护他的孩子，不得不向我宣战。

今天要向神特别感恩，他通过了猫，提醒了我妈妈的爱。一个婴儿一来到这个世上，什么都干不了。神通过妈妈，给了我们爱。

say hi to fourth yr!

2011-11-23T20:51:00.000+08:00

今天有几件事情来感恩：

1）考试成绩出了。感谢主，成绩都是青色的。正式向恐怖的third yr 说不见！哈哈。今年的考试压力真的前所未有，数不完的失眠。本来想放弃诗班，结果却多了门徒班。读书时间不多，可是代祷伙伴却强大。一句话，感恩=)

2) 感恩，因为读这科，我从来都没有后悔过。

3）感恩，因为有机会到澳洲念书，让我看到澳洲的美。喜欢看柏斯的蓝、Tasmania的绿、Adelaide的橙还有 Sydney的白。希望明年可以看到Brisbane 以及Melbourne 的颜色～～

小与大

2011-11-21T16:34:00.000+08:00

有时候当你退一步看时，你会发现问题其实那么小，我们的神那么地大

Alum Cliff, Tasmania

我能为你做什么？

2011-11-20T16:30:00.000+08:00

记得林宝强牧师的讲道。题目就是我能为你做什么？不要问别人你要什么，应该直接问我能为你做什么。最近又念了一本书“the relationship principles of Jesus"。书中特别强调要尽心爱你的神。其二就是爱人如己。

这两年来，团契一直专注于关心工作。一个团契，如果新朋友来到，而没人向前与他说话时，他也许就如此离开，这样子的话，那可多可惜啊。对方好不容易踏出第一步，因为我们的冷漠，而让对方默然离开。来到IMC, 从第一天开始，我就没有身为新朋友的感受，因为是和一堆朋友一起进来。所以每次面对新来的朋友时，我不明白他们的处境。每一次我跑上前跟他们说话时，他们却能滔滔不绝地说话。其实他们需要别人的关怀。

直到上个星期来到新的教会，面对不一样的相处方式，不一样的人，我才发现初来报到的不便。任何一人的问候都会让我喜乐不已。原来一句简单的问候是那么地重要。

我能为你做什么吗？相信这绝对是一句简单但是不可少的爱的表现。

一年

2011-10-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

一年就这样过了,时间过得真快。10月24日，今天的我特别想念外婆

春天的来临？

2011-10-14T23:03:00.000+08:00

春天的确是爱情的季节。身边又有很多情侣出现。伯斯是老人的地方，有很多老人牵着老伴的手。果然，最浪漫的爱情，不是那一种爱得轰轰烈烈，而是经得起平凡的爱情。平凡的爱情，一点都不容易。当对方很忙时，很想念他，却不敢骚扰他。我看见有很多未发芽的爱情，摆在“那恋人未满，友谊之上”的边界线。谁也不敢踩过线。更害怕这只是自己的一厢情愿，对对方稍微暧昧的话语，自己猜得烧破头。

爱情啊，果然是在我的智慧之上。不过当我看到那些老人家时，我选择相信上帝安排的爱情是最美好的=）

摄影

2011-09-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

我喜欢拍照，因为照片能把最美的一幕保留起来，让以后的我看了，会想起那美好的回忆。很常的时候，看到超漂亮的风景时，心里总是有莫名的感动，可是自己所拍的，却表达不出自己所想的。tsktsk。我要加强自己的拍照技术啊！

摄影，你是我的心头好啊！～～

小

2011-08-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

到了外地读书，才发现自己的世界实在是太小了，知道的东西不够。感谢神啊，神赐给我智慧，让我慢慢地学习。最近需要做饼干，发现单单是糖，就有好多种。圣经更是如此，明明就比我的课本薄，可是总是读不完，学不完。后来又发现自己现在所读的药剂知识，还不足以帮助我的病人。我啊，真的是要趁年轻时，学更多，认识越多不同种类的人

神啊神，你真的是太奇妙了，为什么你能知道这么多呢？XD

你好！

2011-07-22T22:09:00.000+08:00

after coming back from shopping today, i met with a middle aged ang moh woman near my house. she burst out 你好when she saw me. 你是从中国来的吗？我叫Christina。Taken aback, i am surprised for her fluent mandarin! After talking with her for a while, i just noticed that she is spreading gospel about Jesus.

'How long have u learn mandarin? Can you read Chinese words?' i said

"Not really. i am learning how. it's just too hard for me." she murmured

"You can speak mandarin well!" i said

"oh really. i am practising hard actually!" she said in such delightful tone.

I was actually touched by her act. In order to spread God's words among Chinese, she chooses studying mandarin. I can imagine how hard it is for an ang moh to study such unique language. Here is my deepest respect for her! Since my mandarin is much better than hers, why don't i utilise my ability to widen God's kingdom and told everyone. "你好。耶稣爱你！“

遇到天使

2011-05-21T23:10:00.000+08:00

今天陪朋友去买东西时，自己也心血来潮，买一堆日常用品。明知道自己没有带钱包，心想只要朋友有带钱包就行了。没想到她带不够钱，只差2dollar！那时候的我真的难堪极了。没想到后面的aunty伸手给我了钱。真的是太感动了。2 dollar 对我们两个人来说真的是小数目。也许她明天就会忘记她帮过我，可是那两块钱对我来讲，真的是太宝贵了。更宝贵的莫过于她的心。

在这个世界里，乐于助人是一件很难的事。前几天，就有人敲我的家门，向我借钱，说她的汽车没油了。明知道他是骗人，可是看他如此凶巴巴，又是三更半夜，我只好照给。谁知道他真的没有骗人呢。可是，天底下就是有很多骗子，利用你的同情心来骗钱。骗钱事小。钱嘛，始终还可以赚回来。可是，被骗的人可能连他自己的同情心也被夺去。那是多么可惜啊！

人心很险恶。再好的朋友，也许会被背叛你。有看新闻吗？打开车窗，会被泼acid eh。明明就没有得罪人，为什么会得到如此的对待？一辈子的毁容甚至死亡。是那个人心理变态吗

每次读门徒时，都会读到如此的情况。上帝不断地警告犯罪的以色列人，直到无可奈何时，才下惩罚。以色列人很快又会后悔，然后又犯罪。我们也许会笑他们傻。其实我们还不是如此？

纵然世界生病了，请保留你的同情心。你的帮助也许会改变人的一生。我们都有资格当别人的天使，只要你愿意 =）

Card designing =)

2011-05-07T00:41:00.000+08:00

After having bloody pharmacotherapy test, i was asked to help with card designing for Mother's day! Youth fellowship will give the handmade card and flower to the elder people in church to show our appreciation towards their love and effort.

At first, i thought i could only help with cutting or pasting colour paper. but then, Selina, our instructor said just design the card based on your creativity! i was like 'ohno. all my energy was already spent on the test.plus i have zero creativity in designing. but but but..... i come out with 3 cards at the end! heheheheehhee. though the design is just so so, but i am proud to say i can design card! least and most important, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY. thanks to my awesome mum for your love. XD

p/s: designing can be fun if there's no pressure or deadline. now i know why i have so many friends choosing arhitecture, in door design and multimedia. well done, buddies!

Trips to Lancelins, Pinnacles, Guilderton

2011-04-26T21:46:00.000+08:00

woohoo. finally it's Easter Break. well. it's just a so called 'break' since there's loads of works to do. arghhhh. By the way, i choose to relax on the first day of my 'break'. There was a trip organised by church. A trip to Lancelins, Pinnacles and Guilderton. First of all, i would like to give special credits to Albert and Lina. thanks for the long ride. haha

Pinnacles is 2 hours car ride from South Perth (my living place). These three places are places of God's artwork. when you reach there, what you can say is 'WOW. God is such an amazing artist!"

Lancelins is located near Indian Oceans. The main attraction is Sand Dun

es, a paradise for sand surfing, motor biking and skate boarding. i was totally stunned by the white and delicate sand. when you step on

it, you can feel the coolness penetrate into your feet despite of the hot sun. haha.

Indian oceans

Lancelin sand dune

Pinnacles is a dessert with all type of peculiar rocks. Some experts said that it might be the seabed thousand years ago. The rocks were actually transformed from corals. Some might say the rocks were the trees many years ago. There will be many little nocturnal creatures such as scorpions, owls coming out at night! imagine i get lost there. hmmm. better call 000 for me. hahaaha

The last destination was Guilderton! We went to Moore River bank park. What caught my attention is a dog who smiled at me! well. i knew i had showed off for times in fb. haha. credits to his master who spent long time to catch his attention to camera!

Moore River

ok. back to work now. Happy Easter to all! God is alive! woohoo!

你装了第一个螺丝吗？

2011-03-07T15:49:00.000+08:00

woohoo！我又回来了！哈哈。终于把屋子的一切都搞好了。今年搬了新家，搬来这里，才发现很多东西都没有。在这样大热天，竟然没有风扇，drawer等。所以啊，一下飞机不久，就飞去K-mart去买风扇。一回到家，就立刻打开箱子，开始自己装风扇。看了看说明书，很多问号就跳出来。在写虾米东东啊。please put part A on part B, turn it... bla bla bla.。当时脑海里只有凉凉的风，哪还会一个字一个字看。step 1 的后半部看不懂，那就skip 去step2咯。好不容易到最后step 时，多了一个螺丝！最后才发现step 1 写的最里面最重要的螺丝还没装！！！那只好才重装T.T

那时就想到我在生活上是不是有很多时候懒惰去理解 step1，就糊里糊涂地跳去下一个步骤？

在信仰生活上，我有装上第一个螺丝吗？还是像那摇摇摆摆的风扇一样，随时垮下？

对我而言，我的第一个螺丝就是圣经。“圣经都是上帝所默示的，与教训，督责、使人归正、教导人学义、都是有益的。叫属上帝的人得以完全、预备行各样的善事。”（提后3：16-17）圣经记载着神的话，让我们能透过圣经明白神的道。

今年将会是一个艰难的路，我的大学third year和教会事奉比去年重几斤。不过圣经上如此说，凡劳苦重担的，请跟我这里来，我就使你们的安息” （马太11：28）

你装了第一个螺丝吗？若还没，不妨重拆，再装上那个螺丝。若松了，记得有把螺丝刀叫做祷告。珍惜你的螺丝，应用它来迎向晴天雨天。=）

奶茶

2011-01-22T13:45:00.000+08:00

短暂的爱情有时候像汤一样，越喝越凉。
长久的爱情有时候像没搅好的奶茶，越喝越甜。

像奶茶般的爱情莫过于三人行，有神在你俩的中间，三个一起走。最美好的爱情不一定是最甜，最顺的。这世界没有不吵架的情侣。当中的苦与淡，需要彼此的宽容及忍耐才能度过。而宽容及爱都是神而来的。

你找到你的奶茶了吗？千万不要随意倒掉哦～

Are you lying?

2011-01-05T22:13:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it's easy to uncover kid's lies.

Scenario #1

"Did you hit boy A?" my mum said sternly.

"no. i didn't hit him" Boy B said in such pathetic tone...

"REALLY?" mum reconfirmed again..

"yea...." he said on a breath..

"i see. which hand do you use when hitting him? is it painful?" mum said in such gentle tone..

"left hand! it's really painful..." boy B said with his big eyes...

*piak piak piak piak*#######

Scenario #2

"Ohnoooo!! who ate all the chocolate that i bought from aus? it might not enough for mum's friend!" i screamed after scanning through refrigerator.

"Don't know oooooo....." nana said with chocolate package on his hand.

" how many do u eat?" i asked

" 1 so far.. i didn't eat the rest..." nana said

"wow.i c! is it delicious?"

"yes. of course. hahaha" he smiled and jumping here and there

"how many chocolate do u eat yesterday then?"

"6! haha....... very geng leh!!. hiak hiak?"

"how about the day before?"

"10! "

".........."

world can be simple sometimes.. don't u think? ^^

2010～

2010-12-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

再过6分钟就是新的一年咯，感觉真的很奇怪。今年发生的事情噼里啪啦地在我脑海闪现。今年不开心的事情特别多，我也不想一一地列出来。都过去了嘛，不是吗？

等待我的，还有很长的路。路到底是怎样呢？没人会知道。无论怎样都好，主都会带我走。大家也一起加油！！yohoooor.................

在此，祝大家新年快乐！谢谢2010年的天使们～～～嘻嘻嘻嘻

merry christmas!

2010-12-25T12:56:00.000+08:00

ho ho ho. today is the biggest and most important birthday party in this world. let us celebrate the birth of Jesus! Merry Christmas to everyone =)

Purple Jacaranda

2010-11-28T18:21:00.000+08:00

最近是Purple Jacaranda开花的季节。以前一直称它为紫色树，现在才发现它有这么美的名字。每次在巴士站等候巴士时，就会看到它的喇叭花瓣从树上飘下来。谁说只有玫瑰花是浪漫的特征？哈哈

如果有一天我有机会建自己的屋子，它一定会是我家前的上宾。=）Purple Jacaranda.......

谢谢你

2010-11-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

我是蒙福的，因为从小到大，我除了有父母的照顾，还有一个非常疼爱我的外婆。上帝透过了她，给我了很多的爱，为我挡风挡雨。

我不愁吃，因为我是吃她的饭菜长大的。现在轮到自己煮菜时，才发现有好多的receipe都是她改良的，只因我爱吃。如果桌上有不合我胃口的，她会偷偷地藏sememanjung在白饭下面。

我不愁穿，我床上的百子被，枕头，都是她一针一线做成的，使我每晚安然入睡。

外婆是一个大美人。眼睛大大的，鼻子尖尖的，头上的乌发依然很多。她总是对我说女孩子家，即使没有打扮，也应该整整齐齐地出门。但是我总是没听她的话。有时候，连头梳在哪里，我都不知道。

认识我的人都知道我有两排整齐的门牙。是她帮我拔乳牙，这是她引以为傲的，也就是为什么我从来都没有牙医那里拔牙。

她是我肚子的蛔虫。我睡不着时，她会用她的手来抚摸我的额头。有时候，我在想，明明就没出任何声音，她怎么知道我睡不着呢? 她就是知道 =）

她是我的闹钟，只要她一小声地叫我，我一定起得来。

她对我的好，我说不完也写不完。虽然她只陪我走过二十一年，但是她给我的爱是我一辈子都用不完。

现在的我长大了。我会自己煮菜、缝补衣服、自己起床、我会梳头发出门。希望在我有生之年，我能继承她的爱、她的好，把她的爱传给我身边的人。

谢谢你，外婆。我以你为豪！@

dust

2010-10-12T16:52:00.000+08:00

*wiping dust away from my blog*. continue studying!

music

2010-09-25T13:14:00.000+08:00

i love music though i know little thing about it.

learning music is always not as easy as i think but i will move on! Thanks God for granting us ears and mind to enjoy such melodious music.

blood is red huh?

2010-09-14T22:15:00.000+08:00

today i saw a super duper cute black child carrying a white teddy bear. He just sat in front of me in bus and gave me a mischievous smile.

Oh dear. my unhappiness was gone in a blink of eye! He is cute.

Actually all the children regardsless of skin colour, race or whatever are lovely and adorable.

i did like one sentence. no matter what your skin color is, your blood is always red, same as others.

Blood is red, huh? =)

time

2010-08-29T00:24:00.000+08:00

i used to i have come back for 1 month already and it has been half of my second semester!!

is earth rotating faster than what we know? hmmm

this alarm clock always give me goosebumps when having exam.

by the way, spending every minute wisely = appreciating your life =)

say hi!

2010-08-14T11:01:00.000+08:00

i saw it in Coles! haha. say hi to Malaysians =)

it's 5.99 per kg. same price as orange here. haha.

random thought

2010-08-06T10:18:00.000+08:00

while hanging my clothes, i can feel the cold breeze, look at the blue sky and stand at the green wide ground. by that time, i told myself. mei ing. stop from emoing. do you know that how big the world is? how tiny you are?

i have been upset for weeks. my small room gives me the sense of secure but lonely. i know getting rid of the stuff that i have get used is not easy at all. but i know i can do that. God is always the best cure.

i can get rid of it! there's no so called 'habit'... jia you! haha

下雨

2010-07-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

今天去coles买东西时，下了一场绵绵细雨。柏斯就是一个奇怪的地方。明明是毛毛雨，可是加上强风就不一样了。雨不停地打在我的身上，好像淋湿了我的心。等候的巴士好像特别慢到。我只是望着地板，看着雨水打进来。突然，水滴好像变大了，原来自己的眼泪不断地在地上。

不要问为什么，我自己也不知道

i am back =(

2010-07-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

yea. i am back to perth. back to my room which is always quiet and full of books. huhuhu. by the way, it's time to meet with my lovely housemates and friends! yayyy. hahahha

wrong timing

2010-07-12T17:56:00.000+08:00

sneeze, running nose, mild fever.....

it's wrong timing!!!!!! haizzzzzzzzz. mei ing army.. please wake up to beat down the virus!!!!! yessss

tuna

2010-07-09T18:28:00.001+08:00

i always have no idea why my friend like tuna so much.... hmmm. haha

can't stop laughing

2010-07-08T23:26:00.001+08:00

this is the photo taken from graphicshunt.com. it's so amusing. wakaakaa

don't lie to yourself

2010-07-03T23:24:00.000+08:00

it's a sad case if you lie to yourself.

when i am sad, i can tell everyone that i am fine. no worries. perhaps i can also console myself that everything is alright as i can handle it. doing other stuff, keep myself as busy as i can or even laugh loudly when talking to others. well. what's the point to lie to myself? when it turns into dark night, sadness will invade me again. so, cry as loud as i can in my own room. i believe that God creates tears for multipurposes.

if i am happy, just laugh or smile! it's an indirect way to share your happiness. hahahahaa.

be happy when you are happy. be sad when you are sad. life is not that complicated, isn't it?

smile!!

2010-07-02T11:42:00.000+08:00

smiling is always amazing. if you are frustrated at someone, your heart might be softened if he or she smiles to you. smiles shows tolerance. of course, don't keep smiling at someone. you might be labelled as crazy guys. haha.

i was taken aback when i read an article. the police found a letter from a guy who has just commited suicide. "i will change my mind if there's someone smiling at me when walking towards the bridge.". it sounds miserable. seems like noone is willing talk or even smile to him in his life!"

so, why not smile? who knows your smile has cheered up someone in their life?

by the way, i am amazed by jacinda's laugh. haha. she delighted my heart once. haha

thinking of you

2010-07-01T00:18:00.000+08:00

there's a lot of people appearing in our mind everyday. they can be your beloved, family members and closed friends. sometimes they can be any random people in your life. for example, your lecturer( andrew? maybe? haha), a cashier girl or anyone. some stuff and events always remind us of them. what will you feel when you think of them? frustrated? angry? happy? a deep smile? or miserable? who knows? you are the only one who knows....

the rain reminds me of perth, reminds me of umbrella at vickery house, reminds me of you =)

i am back!

2010-06-29T10:39:00.000+08:00

hi. everyone! i am back la. will list down what i need to and who i want to meet in this break! yohoor.
1. spend time with my family members. my grandma is getting weaker. hope can spend more time with her
2.lim teh with my friends. hey hey. come and invite me for lim teh, okay?
3.finish all my works.
4. to to pak kai's wedding!!!
5. hmmmm.... still thinking. haha

david tao

2010-05-28T10:25:00.000+08:00

i started to listen to his song since form 4 if i am not mistaken. well. to be honest. his songs do not attract me at all. it's just because my friends love that, so i did try to listen (sounded reluctant. haha). when i asked barbara where can i find david tao's songs? she said without any hesitation,TAKE IT FROM BENNY.ok lo. then, i borrow a cd from him. the first original cd that i have touched in my real life. (sheeesh. the CD producer will slaughter me). haha

i played it for many times and serious it does not match my taste. flat tone, boring and so on...

when i listen to them during college life, something has changed!! the melodies are nice and smooth. yea. undeniably, i fell in love with his songs.

Melody, tian tian, ai hen jian dang, ai wo hai shi ta, my anata and so on though these songs are very old already..

but good songs never expire, don't you think?

cold weather~~~

2010-05-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

who says Perth is hot? it's super cold!!! i am shivering while taking bath and washing clothes. but no matter how cold it is, it's a blessing as i can sleep with warm quilt and have a nice sleep every night =). i wonder how the fish in the uni pool can survive? where will the lovely cats stay at freezing night? how can the lazy bird walk here and there without jackets?

There should be 1 answer. God grants them natural ability to survive in such extreme weather. Never worry of tomorrow. He is always with us!

April is over.....

2010-05-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

Finally i have finished all my mid sem tests and 2 asssignments within this month. Phew.... It’s tiring candidly. For the previous month, my life is just lecture notes, tutorial, laboratories and so on. And today is Thursday! It means that my lovely Friday and weekend are coming. But i feel sad instead. One of my elderly relatives had just passed away. I was taken aback when i received this new on last Saturday. She was strong, cheerful and gave us a lot of food during cny. Visiting her in cny was one of our family activities but i didn’t do it during this year. Why? It’s just because i was lazy by that time and thought that i could visit her in the future soon. i was not granted chance anymore.

When i was small, my cousins and me like to hide her artificial hair and forced her to play seek and hide with us. Sometimes we did like to count the number of her hair since she was almost botak. Although everytime my uncle and dad scolded us, she would protect us instead. I started to miss her now.....

This is the third elderly relative who has just passed away recently. All of them were strong and looked well before i leave. Life is like that, right? Fragile, unpredictable. Shouldn’t we spend more time on our family members while we are able to do that?

Btw, there were happy events recently too. Two of my friends get married. A friend gave me huge support when i faced some problems. Thanks for sending mcd during midnight. I do really appreciate it. Thanks abu, ah kiong and ah siong for chatting with me everytime. U r always the longest worm in my stomach. Haha. Thanks to my housmates who always give me laughter and jokes. Thanks to my coursemate who always come for studying. I will pick my book unwillingly and forced me to study. i treat it as a kind of motivation. Haha

Time for me to rest, walk closer to God. Gambateh to ah ing and everyone!!!

Third species in my uni

2010-04-24T11:51:00.000+08:00

few days ago, i walked past building 204 in my uni and i saw a black little figure walking across the road. at first, i think it must be australian lazy bird walking here and there. after few minutes, i think that it might be a .......... my curiousity drives me going back to the original place though there were 5 minutes left before my tutorial. guess what i see??

i saw a cat!!!!! so bad i didn't bring my handphone by that time. yesterday i tried to find it in a bush in front of building 204 and i saw them!! there were two black cats hiding in a bush. my action attracted other two ang moh girls.

so, the ending was 3 girls squatting in front of bush and laugh excitedly. it attracted few people stopping and whispering."what's wrong with the bush?"i heard.

hahahahaha. it shows that there are third species in my uni apart from human beings and lazy birds.

my life

2010-04-18T13:32:00.000+08:00

exam+exam+exam+ exam= mei ing's life. haizzzzzzz

renewed hope

2010-04-04T22:01:00.000+08:00

it's sunrise in heathcote near swan river, perth during morning devotion today.

2010 years ago, Jesus has risen and resurrected!!!! as a christian, all of us have granted renewed life in Christ and unlimited blessings. Amen!

p/s: first time i saw the sunrise in perth and first time i sang beside ang mohs. =)

untitled

2010-03-28T16:48:00.000+08:00

有好多时候，我们在生活上有好多的疑问。也很努力地寻找答案。很可惜，不是每一个疑问都有答案的。也不会有人专门站在你的面前，对你说，答案是bla bla bla。偏偏你最在乎的疑问是最难拿到答案的。也许，有一天，你真的找到了，才发现它一直在你身边，只是你不肯去接受它。说穿了，那也只是那不是你说喜悦的，不停地找其他的答案来遮盖它。所以，当你真的找到了，你却感觉不到丝毫的快乐。原来，没有接受，是不会快乐的。

如果是这样，与其哀痛叹息，倒不如尝试接受，不要把自己的心灵监关起来，让你的心出狱吧,它有权利去看更多美好的事物！！

he is kind

2010-03-12T21:05:00.000+08:00

All Vickery residents should know that we need a card to access the laundry room. once it's closed, the room will be locked automatically and we have to use card again for opening it. today i carried bags of clothes, pails, detergents and so on. there's a chinese guy who just came out of laundary room. he didn't fully close the door. so, i can just enter the room by pushing the door. what a mercy for me.

he noticed my handful of stuff and he walked back, heading to the door, opening the door and stared at me.

wow~~ he is helpful as he is going to open the door for me.

when i am going to say thanks, something unexpected happened.

he closed the door, confirming the door is fully closed.

"i hope you bring your card if you are a vickery resident" he said.

"......."
yea. he is kind in protecting all vickery residents. purposely walk back and close the door again.

perhaps next time i should paste a big notice on my head when carrying loads of stuff. 'i live here, okay?'

付出

2010-03-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

付出对我而言，是一门大学问。为自己爱的人付出，是幸福的。

为主侍奉，是一件很开心且光荣的事情。虽然，有时真的很忙，也面对不少的压力，可是，我是幸福的。因为，主常与我同在。而且，还有很多人陪我一起侍奉，他们鼓励我，带领我。侍奉的过程永远都是甜蜜的。

为家人服务，也是值得开心的。在家里，我是大家姐。时间很常要分给三只猴子。大弟忙他的matriculation。二弟忙他的form 3。小弟忙小学。老妈和老爸就忙他们的工作。有时候，单单当他们的司机，就可以花一整天的时间。可是，我还是开心的。因为，他们为我的付出往往都比我付出的多。

为朋友两肋插刀，还蛮爽的。哈哈。先注明一下，当然不是全部的朋友啦。要不然，我学naruto分身，都不够我用。有时候，在他们伤心的时候，陪他们聊天啊，能帮就尽量帮。其实，他们为我做的还真的是数不尽。arigato =)

在感情方面，就真是另当别论。为我付出的，我除了感激，也只有感激。也不会这样，而变成感动，更不会变成感觉。我付出的，也只有付出而已。其实，我没有为他付出什么，因为我始终踏进不了他的生活。每次看到他时，总是看到他看着手机，开心的传着简讯。我知道，他那种笑容，是我无法给到他的。其实，只要他没穿没烂，那不就是一件很好的事情吗？

好像还没有说到学业，不说了 =.=.数不尽的书在等着我........

p/s:不好意思啊。我没有针对任何人啊。 haha

@connie, abu and ah ma. i told u three that i will keep writing cheerful post. hmmmmm......

hmmm

2010-03-03T10:34:00.001+08:00

since i am primary school, i hate people not to trust me.i remember when i am in primary four, i was accused for spreading gossip. all my geng abandoned me. Although everyone forgot it within few days and everything turned normal, but i never receive any apologize.

when i am secondary school, i attend a function. i was suspected for stealing money as i entered a room of a guest. i can't really the whole process. but there's sentence that leave vivid impression on me. "if you don't have enough pocket money, just let uncle know. i will give you more pocket money. okay?"

few days ago, i faced the similar situation again. person involved is one of my closed friend. maybe i am so kecil hati this time but i do really hope that that person apologizes to me. bible said 'Don't angry after sunset.' i am waiting for sunset today. haha

Speaking foochow

2010-02-09T18:29:00.001+08:00

The followings are the conversation between an aunty who only knows foochow and a girl who doesn't know foochow much.

Aunty: Nv2 eh4 ho3 meh2?

Girl: jing1 ho3.

Aunty: Nv2 zho3 nong3 mian2?

Girl: 'Menjemur' keropok. (in mandarin)

Aunty: oooh.

Girl: ya ya( in mandarin). xing3 nian2 ai1 gao3 lou3

Aunty: Haha. ngui1 moh2 kan3 ngieng4 nv2 'in' leh3 boi3 tong1

Girl: Ngui1 wu1 kuo2. ngui1 wu1 kan3 ngieng4 nv2. nv2 'is in choir'( in mandarin again)

Aunty: Ngui1 kuo2 xia3 buong1

Girl: ok ok. bye bye.

Ir's the hardest post that i have writen. cuz the aunty is my neighbour and the girl is me!!!! haha. first time speak foochow with ppl.

p/s: i believe my foochow teacher is laughing loudly now. thanks for putting tone for every words.

p/s: for those who know foochow but can't understand what i am writing, i can only say 'T.T' haha

dai lou

2010-02-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

driving at roundabout was a big challenge for me when i learnt driving. maybe 1 minute late at roundabout can cause you to wait for few minutes more..After having years of driving, roundabout can be exciting sometimes particularly when you can grab a chance and pass through roundabout easily.

But my theory totally changes when u waited for you turn and 'dai lou'(in cantonese) is at your right side. It happened few days ago. since it's peak hour, it's quite impossible to wait until there's no car. so, as long as the car on the other road started to slow down, normally we might move forward and passed through roundabout. well. i hope my 'normally' is 'normally' for everyone too. haha

hmm. when i started to move forward, i noticed that 'dai lou' is beside me. by that time, i start to think. is it counted as unsafe driving or 'cut the queue? rm600 is not cheap since there's no discount recently. ok. as a money-minded human being, i decide to let dai lou go first. as time pasted, dai lou didn't move at all although there are lot of chances for them to pass through roundabout.

'what r u waiting for?'i thought. another dai lou sitting beside driver started to stare at me. he seemed like a teacher who put a book in front of students during exam, wave a rotan and said 'let's cheat la'.

as minutes by minutes passed by, 'barulah' dai lou started to move when a car from other road stopped in front of them.

ooo. 原来是要等车停下来，不是要等没有车。wowww

and it's the first time i stay at roundabout for more than 10 minutes without getting any horns from carssss behind me. =)

有时候

2010-01-30T22:31:00.000+08:00

前几天，不小心撞到前几个星期的伤口，痛得我呱呱大叫。

才发现原来伤口平时不痛，

不是它已经痊愈了，

而是我把它忘了。

Squinting

2010-01-20T22:58:00.000+08:00

1 hr ago nana was doing the maths homework. mum reminded him,'Use ruler when you make a line.' Her words remind me of an very interesting but innocent incident when i am in primary six.

'THENG MEI ING! PLEASE COME FORWARD!' said maths teacher.
'Please use ruler when u draw a triangle,' she said

i did the homework somewhere in supermarket and forgot to redraw it at home.

'ooo. okay.' i said

'Hey. why u stare at me with such big eyes? you didn't satisfy with what i said, is it?' she said.

'Big meh?' i asked in a very surprised and happy manner, opening my eyes more unconsciously.

'wah. even bigger now. i must punish u!' she said angrily.

'ha? no. i mean...."

*pia pia pia*. i was given 3 beats by that time.

starting from that day, my eyes will squint automatically once i greet with her. In last year, i met with her again in polyclinic. My eyes squinted again.

she said a very interesting thing. 'Why you like to squint your eyes? better go to have a check. must be short-sighted.

haha. i will.......

Theme song~~

2010-01-17T22:44:00.001+08:00

It has officially become the theme song at my home. =.=. well. i start to discover why nana likes it. =)

happiness

2010-01-09T22:28:00.001+08:00

This is what i copied from susu's msn personal message." noone is in charged of your happiness but you." i always have a random thought. if the technology is advanced, how nice it is if all the pain receptors on my heart can be removed so that i won't feel pain when hurt. or maybe my body can be modified to produce more endorphins. but if so, i won't understand the meaning of happiness.

Sometimes we keep thinking that others are responsible for our sorrow. but we ourselves cause us to be unhappy. If you want to be happy, noone can stop you, don't you think?

要常常喜乐，不住祷告，凡事谢恩（帖前5：16）

Susan Boyle

2009-12-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

it's one of my favourite videos. really impressed with her courage. i am thinking will i have such a courage at the age of 47? perhaps i will join Sibu Idol(if someone organise it by that time)?

Melody

2009-12-27T18:38:00.000+08:00

一句话，越听越好听 =）

If i am Nobita

2009-12-24T00:09:00.000+08:00

i think most of my friends know i like Doraemon. it's not because i want to be doraemon. It's just because i want to have a doraemon. i remember when i am small, my ambition is to be Nobita. Nobita is a the luckiest boy in the anime world. Although he is weak in his studies, Doraemon comes to help him. When he is bullied by Giant, he can cry badly in front of doraemon. When Shizuka quarrels wih him, doraemon always becomes his support. That's why i opened the drawer sometimes, hoping a doraemon appears in front of me (not anymore for now, believe me). Don't you think Doraemon is so nice? He can choose to help richer guys. If so, he can eat more dau sa bia. If so, he does not need to sleep inside the cupboard. or maybe he can install more high tech systems to catch the rats. but he chooses to help Nobita, the one who is weak in everything. This is what i thought when i was small. i thought my dream never comes true.

Yea. My dream never comes true because it's the fact instead. I am always Nobita because God have sent many doraemons to help me. He provides everything based on His wills via people around me. i got shelter via my parents. i obtains care from my three brothers, help from my friends and so on.

If i am Nobita, you guys are doraemons. =) ..... blessings. yohooor

Holiday Part 3

2009-12-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

i found it few days ago while accompanying my mum for shopping.

by that time, i talked loudly, 'mum, it's 豆沙饼 eh!!!!! see. it's real 豆沙饼 ehhh......'

The tauke replied me with weird facial expression, 'yea. of course it is.'

Mum said, 'sorry. she didn't see it for six months already.'

I said, '=.=.......'

豆沙饼啊，豆沙饼。you are always my favourite. =)

Thanks

2009-12-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks to a restaurant which i went yesterday. It proved that my digestive system functioning well as my digestive organs managed to expel all the unhygience substance from my body though it took more than 1 hr in the midnight =)

本人发现自己的阿Q精神越来越弱，这是一件好事吗?hmmmm..........

holiday part 2

2009-12-16T20:49:00.001+08:00

Recently i am addicted to milk tea. no matter which restaurant i go particularly in the morning, i will unconsciously order it. A cup of milk tea symbolises the beginning of a new day =)

holiday life

2009-12-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

eat, sleep, play, watching anime are my hobbies now. gonna enjoy as much as i can before moving to second year^^. o ya. miss one more thing. can't wait to yam cha with my friends!! @ah ma. quickly arrange gathering lo

no more tests

2009-10-29T11:05:00.001+08:00

no more tests before final exam.

should i feel happy after saying that? haha. i think i should. my life turns topsy turvy recently because of loads of tests starting from last monday until yesterday. after coming back from prayer meeting yesterday, i tidied up my room and finished all the tasks that i should finish long time ago and watched 2 episodes of house. oo. satisfied with all i have done yesterday. hehe.

start to clear my mind about him too. i can't do anything for him although he is stressful with assignment and tests. i am clear that i am not the one beside him, giving him encouragement and care. what i can do is pray for him. gambateh. i believe u can do it well de. ^^.

start to proceed towards my final exam which starts after 12 days. i know these 12 days will be hard and tough for me. however, be optimistic. moving closer to final exam = stepping closer to home. can't wait to c my beloved grandma, family members, friends, cats, kampua, bian nv, kueh teow, cao zhu mian, comic, drama series and so on!

haha. listing things to do when going home always make me feeling happy. it happens to me and shin shin. i think we two have planned what to eat and what to do in our holiday! definitely i will sing loudly after going home. wow.. wow . balik kampung

ohno. start to daydreaming again. today's goal: finish the lecture about heart. 1 heart only ma. sak sak soi la. i know other 119 pharmacy students will throw stone onto me when they see this. just kidding. it's just encouragement for myself.

gambate to everyone! beat down mr. exam and welcome mr. break!!!!!!!

blur

2009-10-17T18:18:00.001+08:00

i felt super blurred recently. many people ask me the similar question. my mind told me something is happening. high possibility i am involved in that event but i totally know nothing.grrr. it sounds terrible.

well. let's assume i am the one who think too much. =). be a happy doraemon when dating with mr. exam recently.

conclusion: hot weather+loads of exam+constant headache= blur ing ing

有试过吗？

2009-10-09T18:08:00.000+08:00

有试过吗？

面对自己在乎的人，虽然有好多话想说，但总在他的面前胡言乱语，连自己都不懂在说什么
也有碰过超级不喜欢的人，真的真的好想骂粗话。

面对自己喜欢的人，虽然很在乎他，脸上却摆着不在乎的表情，害怕自己被拆穿。
讨厌人时，已经摆上比臭豆腐还臭的脸，可是对方还不知道。

面对自己喜欢的人，好不容易可以听他讲话，却听不清楚他在说什么，也许是自己的心跳声还大过他的声音，超想拉长自己的耳朵说，可以再说一次吗？
讨厌人时，无论他说什么，都想盖住耳朵说，可以安静吗？

it's just my random thought today. lol. time to date with mr. exam lo. jia you for everyone -)

untitled

2009-10-05T10:29:00.000+08:00

王力宏-Can You Feel My Word
编辑：haoxuan
你只喜欢我微笑
你决定我的需要
我要怎么说才好
我不是为你制造
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你爱的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑豹需要自由奔跑
不能满足拥抱
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
Can You Take My Hand
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
并不想讨好
你才觉得我重要
你只要我有礼貌
其他假装看不到
我要怎么说才好
当我的情绪低潮
关心像是泥沼
拉住我往下掉
爱是漂亮口号
透过你的视角
你把我的喜好
随便删掉
变成你爱的调调
你为我好我知道
我都知道
我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了
怎样爱你才好
毕竟黑白需要自由更好
日日夜夜我闭着双眼祈祷
为什么只有我的音乐能够让我依靠
我知道
我的世界变的越来越小
跑不掉逃不了
怎么面带这微笑
怎么面对着你才好
怎么眼泪都在掉怎么嘴嘟着好
严肃着不是哭着就好
怎么旋律在我脑袋
一直转一直绕一直率一直撑着我在一次祷告
帮助我
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
Can You Take My Hand
真诚你会感觉到
Can You Feel My Word
真实的我没办法味道
并不想讨好你才觉得我重要

holiday

2009-10-01T21:51:00.000+08:00

still in holiday mood though i should pick up my books and study. perhaps i should paste the photo of my lecturers especially Mr.A on the wall. lol. btw, happy holiday to those who have holiday. =)

牵手

2009-09-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

我很喜欢牵别人的手。可能是因为我的手24 小时都是冰冷的。

小时候，爸爸妈妈以及外婆常常牵我的手。
在学校时，如果不舒服的话，就是班长牵我到办公室。

长大后，轮到我牵弟弟的手。从大弟牵到三弟。牵他们的手就好像是我的责任一样。
六年级时，就轮到我担任班长，轮到我牵学弟学妹，到办公室。

中学时，牵过一两次abu的手。（abu啊，我们好像好久没见面了）

学院时，最常牵的应该是momo和baby的手。

2008 年8月1日，是我洗礼的大日子。那天，我正式牵上帝的手。

以后还是有好多好多的机会去牵别人的手，去见不同的人。感谢所有牵过我的手的人，谢谢你们陪我走过风和雨。哈里伽多

Btw, holiday is coming soon. Royal show is waiting for me! yahoo

haha

2009-09-23T13:26:00.001+08:00

just finished feedback session for bio test. finally i know my mistake =). so, i am glad with it. and i found my lovely pen! someone took it accidently. whatever it is, the most important is it will be back soon! my first birthday present from my mum =) haha

To shin shin: thanks so much for ur encouragement.

To Song: Thanks for helping me to search for it. i really appreciate it

To shu tiao: Thanks for understanding

To mum and a kiong: thanks for ur words

To budak: dun imitate the way i talk in my blog. =.=

2009-09-22T18:37:00.000+08:00

i am having bad mood today or perhaps i should say now.Just get my bio result 10 minutes before pharmaceutics lab. well. i pass but i am disappointed with it. Cooling down myself for 1 hour, i feel much better with it. As long as i work harder next time, this test is not a big deal actually. During lab session, i am deducted marks because of careless mistake. well. i just get 1 zero mark during last lab. Deducting mark is still fine for me. After lab session, i found that i lost my mechanical pen. Hence, i decided to skip my lecture and go to find it. i search everywhere even the rubbish bin in my seat but i still can't find it. It's my first and the only one mechanical pen since primary one. the one which accompanied me to go through countless of exams. the one which i bring wherever i go. maybe for other people, it's just a pen. for me, it is my partner. i know it's useless to say anything now...

sorry for so being emotional.

my uni

2009-09-16T17:33:00.000+08:00

recently i like hanging around in uni. there's many interesting things that i find recently. first, i find the best place for me to study. it's somewhere in library. well. i won't study here unless there's important test. no no. i should say i won't pick up my books unless there's test. lol.

second, i fall in love with a type of flower. though i don't know its name, but inevitably i will stop for a while when i see it. it's white and found in front of library or near 210 building. i will be delighted everytime i walk home. haha

students in uni should know that there's a pair of mandarin duck in the pool near adminstration office. i find 1 of them in front of my house last week. it keeps walking outside of the window of my room. considering that it might not know how to go back (to meet with its lovely partner), i intended to carry it back to uni. well. my thinking is proved wrong on the following day. its partner come and walk together in front of me. =.=. Few minutes ago, i found another one here. is it triangle love or one of them is their child? lol.

Taking this picture by wearing pyjamas and with lots of people stare at me. >.<

whatever it is, loitering around in uni is enjoyable. hehe

lost

2009-09-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

i am lost.... seriously i don't know what i want, what i hope. which way is the most suitable for me? i have no idea at all. i think i am tired to go through it..

Pizza

2009-08-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

Finally i know how to make mini pizza after guidance of my housemates. haha

Starting from left: Jia Min's, shin shin's and wai hang's

Starting from left: goldfish's, mummy's and mine.

p/s: i am too excited to put half bowl of pineapple on my pizza. It causes the taste to be sour...

>.<

proceed or stop?

2009-08-20T21:52:00.000+08:00

in our life, it's inevitable to face lots of problems and hardships. When we fail in any particular problems, we tend to stand up again and proceed our journey, saying that we won't cry over the same problem again. If u face the same prob or situation with high possibility to fail, are you dare to proceed?

At this moment, i won't say yes. But i won't say no too. Is it because i am not brave enough or my old wound hasn't recover? i have no idea...

Perhaps it's time for me to sit down and listen to God's will.

Btw, there's a verse that i would like to share with you guys. 'Our life is more than food, and our body is more than clothing. Both our life and our body were brought into existence by God, not by our anxiety. Since God created us with a life and a body, surely He will care for their needs. The kingdom people do not need to be anxious about this.'(Matthew 6:25)

Wednesday

2009-08-19T17:57:00.001+08:00

i like Wednesday in this sem! today is the first day that i feel i recover from one-week-cold. Wednesday is always enjoying since there's only lecture and tutorial. Having Wednesday means i have passed one more pharmaceutics session which i always feel tensed and tired. But glad to say that i knew how to make ointment!! For me, it's not easy to manufacture it because it requires extra attention in the process of melting and stirring. However, what i hate most is the washing of glassware. It's so oily, greasy and disgusting although i have rinsed the glassware with half heaker of detergent. Haha

Today i met with same person at the same place again. This is one of the reasons why i love Wednesday. i think it would be more perfect if i can meet with the black cat in my uni. Perhaps i should set GPS system on its neck next time? ^^

study? exam?

2009-08-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

yesterday i just discuss with K about the dose check exercise. i found that i did many silly mistake when deciding the dose for patient. First, i don't notice the word of '2 years old'. i wrote the adult dose instead of paediatric dose. the same mistake was found within 15 minutes discussion. if it happens in real life, i will be the terribe killer of babies within 15 minutes!? it sounds horrible.

Falling in thought, i found that i studied for previous exam only. After the exam, i throw everything back to lecturers. it's unforgivable as each mistake might cause life. starting from now, i must change. change for better. haha

Study for my future proffesion, not for exam only!!!!

although studying is boring too. =)

star~moon~sun

2009-08-04T22:02:00.000+08:00

When i go to school, i see the sun.
When i walk back from school, moon says hello to me.
I think during the midnights before exam, i can see the stars smiling at me.

See. how romantic it is if u take pharmacy course. Must know how to enjoy this utter romantic life for 3.5 years. =)

真爱需要等待

2009-07-28T10:36:00.000+08:00

《真爱需要等待》will be the movie that i will watch in this saturday fellowship.This title reminds me of few words talked by Alvin one year ago. I do agree and believe this sentence.

'God will grant u a partner whom u might not like most, but he is the one who suits u most.'

i didn't agree at the beginning. how do i feel happy if he is not the one i like most? until now, i agree with Alvin. The one who suits with me can accept all my weakness. He can talk to me for any topics. He can understand my feeling and thoughts as he exprienced it before. Hmm... in deep thought again

it's just my random thought today before i go to first pharmaceutics lab in second sem. =)

polar bear

2009-07-27T18:21:00.001+08:00

now i understand why polar bears have to hibernate in winter.

unfortunately i am not a polar bear. =.=. hopefully i can wake up early tomoro. should buy another alarm clock, i think....

那四块地砖

2009-07-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

超喜欢在晚上坐在外婆的家门口，可以坐在那四块地砖发呆。这是我的小天地。是我充分发挥爱哭包的好地方。不需要对别人谎称说自己鼻子敏感，更不用眼睛来拼命地吸眼泪。眼泪不就是上帝让我们抒发心情的吗？

捧着一卷卫生纸，拼命地擦眼泪。以前我的猫还在世的时候，终是抱着它们大哭，哭到它们个个满头湿湿的。搞到最后还得帮它们擦干净。就这样，一卷卫生纸用完了。眼泪也停了。原来那时的星星是最美的，因为是我放下一切的不快，用心去观赏它们。

哭也哭爽了，自己就开始想。到底哭什么呢？现在不是好好的吗？我还有眼睛看星星，还有卫生纸给我擦眼泪。还有神的眷顾，只要一转身，家的大门就在我眼前。

不过，还是改不掉爱偷哭的习惯。前几天就在那打坐了好几个晚上。哭到眼睛都肿了。哈哈。

看看天上的星星，是时候不哭了。因为上帝的恩典够我用。黎明还是会来临的。

forget

2009-07-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

i read this article many years ago.

when i am young, i want to grow up.

when i am teenage, i am busy with studies.

when i am 20 years old, i am busy of finding job

when i am 30 years old, i am busy to find life partners

when i am 40 years old, i am busy to work '

when i am 60 years old, i am busy to take care of my grandchilds

when i am almost dead, i find that i forget how to enjoy my life

i remembered this article when watching the movie of 'click' The main character is bored and frustrated with all the hardships in his life. His problems are solved as he gets an electronic device. once he clicks it, he can skip the part that he dislikes. No more traffic jams. No more conflicts between his wife and him. After that, he found that there's something wrong since the electronic device works itself. Just with a blink of eye, he is almost dead. luckly it's a just a movie. the main character is given 1 more chance to restart his life.

In other words, as in reality, we are lucky and at the same time unlucky, compared to the main character. we can't go back to our past. Noone can do tat. Meanwhile, we are lucky too because we are still alive! It's time for us to appreciate people or thing around us. Time for us to foster relationship with God. Time for us to enjoy our life. When we are in the hardship, perhaps we should stop for a while. Take a deep breath and move on.

Breathing is a blessing too. Don't u think?

my peninsula

2009-07-10T20:31:00.000+08:00

When i was 5 years old, my grandma likes to fry the eggs for me. the shape of fried egg looked like peninsula malaysia. starting by that time, peninsula officially means fried egg. 'Grandma, i want a peninsula everyday!'

When i was 10 years old, i came back home with despair. Waiting and holding plate beside grandma, i cried ' i lose in inter-school competition. no chance for me to go for peninsula. no plane anymore'. She just put the 'peninsula' on my plate. i swallowed it in tears. It's the first time i ate such a salty egg but with the taste of love.

When i was 15 years old, i told my grandma that i want to study in UM. it's the best uni for medicine. Again, she put one more peninsula on my plate. 'Then, u have to eat more peninsula before u fly.'

When i am 19 years old, i managed to study in shah alam. My dream comes true but i am not as happy as i expected. i miss my hometown. It's my place of belonging. i miss everything there. i miss peninsula. i miss her. Now, grandma can't walk properly. No more peninsula from her. It's time to cook for her. Time to care and love her more. i love u, grandma! you r the best chef in the world!!!

emmm

2009-06-30T17:51:00.000+08:00

Thanks God as i am still alive. lol. During the journey of driving back home, i almost meet with car accident. i did notice the red kancil is slowing down its speed but i didn't expect as it stops abruptly in the middle of highway! by that moment, many things start to come across my mind. what should i do if something happens to me? my family members sure will feel sad. i hope i can bring them happiness not the sadness. i have many things to do! haven't say goodbye to my grandma. haven't c him in uni one more time. iol. try to think optimistic. this incident proves that my reflext response still functions well. haha.

it's terrible to drive. must pay more attention next time.

happy birthday to lesley

2009-06-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

today is lesley's birthday. lol. have a short but nice time with her and all other friends. everyone does not change much. tin yee, grace and esther hii are still good in debating. i did enjoy as a listener in their debate. gladys and ester lau are still cute and gentle. aldrian( not reali sure about the spelling) is acting the guy behind don yu. lesley is still talkative and charming. ah bok likes to laugh for no reason one. benny is still mcc. jed still acts as tauke. lol. haha
Today is the first time i drive after half a year. it's terrible as i am lost in sibu. lol. how come i get lost in such a small place. i think my sense of direction is getting weaker. hmmm. lol.
btw, have a safe journey to Alan. congrats as u find a job in sibu. go to xia ta when u arrive at sibu. haha. u r my first foochow sim nan. thanks for being so patient. haha. can't wait to c u.

happy birthday to lesley again. paiseh. i dun bring any present to u today. i give my heart to u la (only for today). qiuuuu

i am back la

2009-06-22T22:30:00.000+08:00

after spending the whole day in plane and airport, i arrived at sibu already. Feeling of going back home is super nice. many things are changed already. nana is getting taller. ah bao is getting serious in his studies. but their love towards remain the same. hehe.

This journey to home is terrible. i never feel so scary and terrible. Maybe the difference in weather is great. i felt terribly unwell when i arrive at lcct. almost fainted when i am waiting for luggage. lol. luckly i was not caught in thermal scanning. having temperature of 37.4 celcius degrees is not a good idea to take a plane. lucky i am okay now. thanks God. haha

o ya. i want to convey my deepest thanks to Jeff. Thanks for waking up so early just to fetch me to airport. thanks sifu. u r super super nice. Thanks to my beloved housemates too. thanks for waking up, accompanied me to the carpark in early morning. thanks yuen shin, joanne mummy, noiraine, jia min and wai hang. gonna miss u guys. muack. hehe

1 month holiday is not enough for me . i have prepared a list of things to achieve.

1. take care of my beloved grandma. wanna touch her hair and hold her hands before she goes to bed.
2. spend 1 week with my eldest brother before he goes to intec
3. talk to ah bao
4. share gospel with my dad. pray he will Jesus Christ as his savour.
5. be a full time driver for my mum
6. cook delicious dishes for them. yummy yummy
7. having gathering with friends. long long time dun c them already
8. eat 30 plates of kampua or laksa sarawak
9. read bible more
10.going to nana's school.hope they won't say i am his mum. lol

i will be a full time o ba san at home. haha

宝贝，生日快乐！

2009-05-26T17:26:00.000+08:00

Today is my little bro, nana's birthday! so sad i can't celebrate with him. btw, wanna convey my wishes to him. Wish him happy always!

my little bro who likes to touch the camera

my three brothers.

幸福的味道

2009-05-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

Finally i just finished the pharmaceutics calculation test. haha. Today is a special day for Perth because it rained finally after three months of dry and hot summer. The smell of grass after raining reminds me of Sibu.i start to miss this lovely town. As usual, after finishing 3 hours laboratory session, i have some breads for quick lunch in front of lecture room. Actually i really hate bread especially having bread as my lunch! But don't know why. i enjoy eating bread today! Although it's only the bread with kaya and butter it's the taste of happiness for me. Maybe for some people, the combination of kaya and butter is weird but it's my mum's favourite. She always prepare the bread with thick thick kaya and butter. That's why we always have it during TV time. it has been long long time i don't watch tv with her. long long time i don't hug her. can't wait to go back. can't wait to have this 幸福的味道.

p/s: start to feel homesick. sigh

fire alarm!

2009-05-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

oh no. i am very very sensitive with any high pitched sound that is similar with alarm. the first time is on tuesday. when i am 'enjoying' myself in studying bio, i heard some weird sound. first, it's di di, then, deng deng and followed by ringggggg. since we are still new here, we totally have no idea of what it is. my senior told us that it's fire alarm. 'wat! fire alarm. we dun even cook now!' yuen shin said. the housing assistant rushed here and asked us to go out. finally we found that our lovely neighbours burnt the onion and fire detector detected the smoke. cool! yea. it's cool because all of us forget to wear jackets and standing outside in 13 degree celcius. hopefully i wont fall sick again.

The story continued yesterday. fire alarm again. i think my unit and neighbouring unit became famous in hostel already. my neighbours were cooking by that time. i wonder why they cooked at 11pm. hopefully we don't not need to share the fine with them. 1 time of fire alarm cost 300 dollar. as what i always said, we must see the bright side of each event.it proves that our alarm functions well and the high efficiency of fire brigades. they manages to arrive within 5 minutes. hopefully it's the last time.

p/s: just finish my bio test. although the result is not really well, but ok la. wanna throw it to rubbish bin for 1 day before studying the next bio test which is on the next next week. @.@

last week....

2009-05-01T16:15:00.001+08:00

life here is getting busier and busier. my senior said that first year is considered as 'happy' and 'relax' year. unfortunately, i haven't notice how relax it is. weather here is getting colder and colder. who says perth is hot? i remember a guy called w.yew said perth is hot. hey. guys. don't believe what he said. although Perth is not as cold as NZ or Tasmania, but for me, it's SUPER COLD!!! the temperature fluctuates rapidly. for example, i forget to bring my jacket on a sunny day. when i walked back to my hostel, the freezing cold wind blew upon me. guess what happens? i fell sick and had high fever for few days.

Undeniably, good thing occured too. i attended 夏娃会 by youth fellowship. it's the first time i attended 'xia wa hui'. it's a gathering by which the brothers will serve sisters in church. it's super cool as they are super creative! i wont' forget jellyfish dance by albert, funny acting by kin seng, distorted voice by 'an long' and so forth.

That's what happened in my previous week. hibernate for 4 days and buried myself in bio books. haha

happy birthday to ah bao!

2009-04-22T16:00:00.000+08:00

hey. Happy birthday! miss u so much!

p/s: ah bao is my brother. He is not the ah pau in 5S2. many ppl ask me this question in msn ody. :P

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